“Memories are what warm you up from the inside. But they're also what tear you apart”.
- Haruki Murakami.

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference. Proud daughter.

Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Miles Away

Miles Away // Memphis May Fire feat. Kellin Quinn (acoustic version)

Hi lovely people what's up 
So tadi baru lepas blog walking hm tkdela blog wakling pn just terusha and terbaca post kak Shake ni oh my Gosh jealous nyaaa dia pergi Europe haihhhh and yang paling best dia tangkap gamba dekat Eiffel Tower Paris okbye 

Tonight i would like talk about F.E.E.L.I.N.G.S ahem B) {yalah dah nak masuk 20 kan kehkeh} 
I bet everyone of us hv experience regarding this matter. What matter? Love matter. 
But before that sorry for my broken English lo i'm no good in English just got muet band 3 pity me.

Love, what is love?
Love sometimes can be matters, yeah love matters.
Who says love hurts? Love doesn't hurt. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. 
Envy hurts.
Well for me i love being in love lolol that's because when you're in love w somebody, you feel like everything around you is easy and there's always someone who always be there for you. Love is when you trust each other with your life and soul and when you would do anything for your other half senang cerita sanggup matilahhhh hahaha *hiperbola sungguh* {bayangkan Titanic}

When you love someone you want nothing more than for them to be truly happy no matter what it takes because that's how much you care about them and because their needs come before your own. You hide nothing of yourself and can tell the other anything because you know they accept you just the way you are and vice versa. 
It's when they're the last thing you think about before you go to sleep and when they're the first thing you think of when you wake up, the feeling that warms your heart and leaves you overcome by a feeling of serenity. It's the smile on your face you get when you're thinking about them and miss them. 

"One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life:
That word is love."
 It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does. 
Even if  you hv hated that one person for a long long time the feeling seems won't let go. Do you know how it feels? It feels like your birthday cake the SR one jatuh berderai in front of your eyes. The feeling of frustration and disappointment, yet you still keep those cakes because you still want to eat them.
So my advice here oh please, don't be sohai and move on hehehe.
If you think i'm talking about myself, i'm not talking about myself hotkey lelele.

Okay continue :D

Once the 'hate' feeling is go away, that means you're not hating that person anymore even if you guys are still in contact, you're successfully get over him/her. Yeah that's good (y)

That's all for tonight, keep calm and carry on.
p/s; my mum tak berapa berkenan dengan kelantanese idk why B)
Btw i love this song so so soo much such a beautiful lyrics they got and love Kellin Quinn's voice
Bobai love,

Monday, January 27, 2014

The Story Left Untold

The Story Left Untold // Every Avenue

As i'm listening to this song rn kindly please hear this song too, thanks.

So lovely people, ssup? Thot no one will read this huh as i'm retiring myself from blogging.
You know what hm semester 1 had been a lil bit hard for me it's not that hard actually but the language subjects kill me inside.
And biocalculus too luls idk what's wrong w meh but really i can't make up w maths and numbering for sure so sad so next semester i will face physics oh. my. God. haha 
I do enjoy learning biocalculus rase macam senang je tapi bila exam *continue yourself*
Just hoping for the best for my upcoming result so cuak to the max i tell ya.

And talking about my tutorial class, God bless i really havva such an awesome-nerdy-tutormates yeahh 2 boys and the rest are girls.
Can you imagine that?
Also the best part is they hv their own behavior or characteristic or idk what-to-called that 'perangai' thingy.
Not to mention here but seriously they're really fun to get going (y)

Last night i was laying on the bed and it was 1:30 o'clock thinking about nothing what kind of thought i've been thinking lah haha 

My mom just got back from hukm and that week i'm at usim attending for alsp. Actually i'm scared. Scared of everything scared about the future scared about who i will be scared about getting older. Indeed i'm afraid of age, i'm afraid when my beloved one; my parents will getting old time by time hm. 
My mom was suffering from fibroid for almost like 5 years kott idk the exact time cuz honestly i didn't take serious about that stuff but alhamdulliah she's better now after the operation last week.
Thot it's gonna hurt like hell and it's going to need time heal, the point is, it will heal.
So be brave and brace yourself.
Nothing in this life has no solution, every probs has their own solution, the way we handle it that's really important.

Till then my love, bobai ;)